frustration

extremely frustrated at times in the differences in lifestyle between me and the people I spend the most time with. Rather than hanging out with people equally or more ambitious than me, I hang out with people who are happy being... whatever. I babble on about dreams and ideas and the future and no one joins in, suggests, agrees...

the things I want I'm not sure if anyone else gives a shit about. and that's hard. because maybe what I want and the choices I need to make are incompatible with anyone else, with anyone elses path, and I'm going to end up all alone again.